As anyone who has read my journal entries in the past knows,
I have A significant other.
Let me start by saying I don't know whats going on today, I woke up nd just felt sad, then angry,then meloncholly, then back to switching between sad/worried/angry.
I don't know,
But All i can think about right now is My Girlfriend.
She is so sweet and Beautiful and....I love everything about her.
I love her, I don't care who knows it.
She makes me want to cry just knowing how (for lack of a better word) lucky I am to be with her.
I worry about her a lot,
And I don't want to cross that line from being worried to be being obsessed.
I AM Jealous. I'll admit it, but she says it is okay that im jealous, she thinks its kind of cute.
I just worry about her, she even says she would wrather be at the same school as me so we could comfort each other with our presence(sp?), even if just for a few minutes.
I feel like I need to be there for her, LIke her Knight in shining (or bloodstained) armour. ANd she kind of hinted the same thing, THeres no way I'm changing schools, but, I dunno, It would be nice if she went here(to my school), then again, i would probobly be very destracted (moreso than I am now).
Also her parents are thinking about moving and she REALLY does not want to move, and has no other family here....and would like to move in with me.
Its not like I own my own apartment or anything...I still live with my parents.
But i wouldn't hesitate to let her stay. And I'm fairly certain My parents wouldn't mind...but...alas...I'm t a loss for words, I'll just try to smile, and pretend everything is okay, untill everything IS okay.


I let out a long and thoughtful sigh and bid you farewell as I can think of nothing else to say.